Random thoughts

Why aren’t things easier? I know life isn’t easy but does it seem harder for me?  I really hope at the end of all my struggle I get to be successful in life.  I’ve been working a lot these past couple of days and I’m feeling a little down.  I worked twelve extra hours because I really need to save up some money for my part of the rent.  

I’m gonna be moving in about two months and we have to sign the lease so we can secure the place.  The new place is gorg but it’s hecka expensive.  Where I live currently is kinda dump.  Living on my own (and being partially supported by my sis) is really hard.  I use to see money immediately think about ways to spend it.  Now, I immediately thing about ways to prevent myself from spending.  

My job situation is not very good…but I have a job so that a good thing. I’m still waiting to hear from a better job that I applied to two months ago.  Their hiring process is extremely long.  First you apply, take a test, then you wait to hear from HR, then you wait to hear from the Recruiter, then wait to hear from the department that needs you. Then you go to an interview and I’m guessing after that you get hired….hopefully.  Right now, I’m waiting to hear from my department so we can set-up and interview date.  I’ve been waiting for about three to four weeks.  

When I get this job (God Willing) I feel things will get a little better.  I plan on staying with the company for a while, at least until I graduate from university.